that about sums it up

Full Name: ann marie ferrise
Nickname: beenie, ree, bones, nametwin, brainsaw, just this girl ann
Birthday: january 7, 1982
Birthplace: dearborn, mi

-Now-
Current Mood: awake...feeling ok
Current Music: when the levee breaks (a perfect cirlce ~ eMOTIVe)
Current Taste: haven't eaten/drank anything yet today
Current Hair: relatively short, black, curly....the cruella streak has grown back in
Current Clothes: my pj's, which are an old blue adidas shirt and my black yoga pants
Current Annoyance: my dad putting a new lock on the front door (tapping, clanking...ugh)
Current Smell: whatever's drifting in from the front door...smells like outside
Current Thing I ought to be doing: i really don't have anything that's required of me right now
Current Windows Open: the internet window and my media player
Current Desktop Picture: the fractal i made called firestar (you can see it on my fractal page)
Current Favorite Band: tool...always tool
Current Book: the consciousness of the atom
Current CD in Stereo: ultra trance disc 2
Current Crush: ann doesn't get crushes...if i like a guy, then i like him.
Current Favorite Celeb: uhh...i guess trent reznor since i get to see his wonderfulness in october
Current Hate: being single

-Do I-
Smoke? not cigarettes
Do drugs? only the natural ones (pot and shrooms)
Have sex? i haven't had sex in a year. so no, i don't have sex right now.
Believe in miracles? nope
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes. it's not hard at all.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? i try my best to be, but some lines have to be drawn.
Consider love a mistake? yes, sometimes it is. i sure made a HUGE mistake when i fell in love last time.
Like the taste of alcohol? some of it is ok, but i'm not much of a drinker.
Have a favorite candy? peanut butter twix and reese's big cups
Believe in astrology? i've been studying it for the better part of my life, so i'd say i have some good ideas about it.
Believe in god? not in the conventional, christian sense of the word. i have my own ideas about what's going on in the "beyond", if you will, and they're good enough for me.
Go to or plan to go to college? been there kiddo.
Have any piercings? 6...i'll let you guess where they are
Have any tattoos? 2 out of 7 have been completeld. now that i'm making some $$$ i can get the others!
Hate yourself? not really, but there are days
Have an obsession? we all have our little obsessions
Have a secret crush? no
Do they know yet? does who know what yet??? suffice it to say that I know enough.
Have a best friend? my sister, rana and nametwin
Care about looks? nah...they play a relatively miniscule role in me deciding anything about a person.

-Love Life-
first crush : derrr...i don't fucking remember
First kiss: this is something i chose to forget about
Single or attached: i've been single for a year and i'm hating it
Ever been in love: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? no
Do you believe in "the one"? yeah because i had him...and he left.
Describe your ideal significant other: i've done this ad nauseum in other entries. so look back to those if you really want to know.

-Juicy Stuff-
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? yup
Have you ever been intoxicated? lol yes...
Favorite place to be kissed: on the lips, of course, or the neck, forehead, stomach...etc.
Have you ever been caught "doing something"? no (knocks on wood)
Too shy to make the first move? ehh...if i felt it was right, i would.

-Word association-
Rubber: tires
Rock: avalanche
Green: pot
Wet: lake
Cry: tears
Peanut: butter
Hay: horse
Cold: winter
Steamy: jungle
Fast: thought
Freaky: stuff
Rain: calm
Bite: marks :D
Fuck: off
Blow: me
Religion: sheeple

-APPEARANCE-
Hair: black, curly, relatively short
Eyes: brown-green-gold
Height: 5'5

-LAST THING YOU-
Bought: dinner
Ate: a cheese burger
Drank: water
Read: lecture I in the consciousness of the atom
Watched on TV: whatever we had on last night. i don't pay much attention to that noise box.

-EITHER / OR-
cats or dogs: dogs (i'm really allergic to cats)
single or taken: i hate being single
pen or pencil: blue pen
gloves or mittens: mittens
food or candy: food
cassette or CD: cd
coke or pepsi: cherry coke
this or that: these them and those
one pillow or two: THREE, bitch
with our without ice cubes: depends on what's in the glass
night or day: night

-WHO DO YOU WANT TO-
Kill: ehh...i'm not feeling particularly muderous today
Look like: myself
Be like: myself
Avoid: most people

-WHO-
Makes you laugh the most? my sister
Makes you smile? all my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see them? this one guy i know with awesomely beautiful eyes, it's a good funny feeling...i enjoy it.
Has a crush on you? to my knowledge, no one is even slightly interested in me
Is the easiest to talk to? my close friends

-LAST PERSON YOU-
Talked to: my dad
Hugged: my mom
Instant messaged: my sister
Kissed: no one...it's been a really long time since i've been kissed :( i miss it a lot

-WHERE DO YOU-
Eat: usually in the kitchen
Cry: in my room
Wish you were: someplace far away and quiet

-DO YOU EVER-
Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to message you? no. that's lame.
Save conversations? nah
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex? absolutely NOT
Cry because of something someone said to you? it has happened

-HAVE YOU EVER-
Dated one of your best friends? yes and look what it did to me
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yeah
Been cheated on? yup
Drank alcohol? yes
Done drugs? yeah (we've been over this already)
Broken the law? daily
Run away from home? no...lame.
Broken a bone? no (knocks on wood and cheers for my uber bones!)
Played Truth Or Dare? yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? nope
Been in a fight? yup plenty of em
Come close to dying? it's all a matter of how you perceive some things

-WHAT IS-
Your bedroom like? quite ecclectic
Your favorite thing for breakfast? a bagel
Your favorite restaurant? jimmy john's or east buffet
Your favorite color? black
Your favorite number? 7, 21 and 107
Your favorite drink? water or milk
Your favorite animal? zebras
Your favorite holiday? leif eriksson day!

-RANDOM QUESTIONS-
What's on your bedside table? my clock, the eiffel tower lamp and a maple candle that smells good
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? usually cinnamon toast
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? fried green tomatoes or terms of endearment
What is your biggest fear? we have nothing to fear but fear itself
What feature are you most insecure about? i'm doing what i can to overcome this
Do you ever have to beg? i don't enjoy it and would only do that for something REALLY worth it
Do you have too many love interests? no. i don't fall for every single guy i talk to. plus i never ever get asked out or anything, so it's not like i have to choose between anyone.
Crushes? no.
Do you know anyone famous? not personally
Describe your bed: umm...it's got a sweet black cast-iron frame. it's cool.
Do you know how to play poker? not really
What do you carry with you at all times? keys, wallet, phone, chapstick and an AK-47 (haha)
How do you drive? just fine, thanks
What do you miss most about being little? not having to get a job
Are you happy with your given name? yes...it's not THAT common
Do you talk a lot? if you catch me at the right time
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? yes i do
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? i try to be. the only time i'm mean is when i'm given a reason to be so.